Seeing the System From Above
When you’re trapped inside an experience — especially one involving trauma, power imbalance, and institutional gaslighting — everything feels chaotic, disconnected, and personal.
You see one moment.
One thread.
One reaction.
One decision.
What I couldn’t see then — and what I can see now — is the Pattern.
This page exists because once you zoom out, the events in Laramie stop looking like isolated incidents, and instead reveal something far more structural and intentional.
A tapestry.
A mechanism.
A system.
Just like in The Wheel of Time, when you stand too close to a thread, you can’t understand the design.
Step back — and the Pattern reveals itself.
1. Fragmentation: The First Layer of the Pattern
At first, everything seemed separate:
- a landlord entering without notice
- an officer calling him first
- a report “not being made”
- the same report later mysteriously appearing
- a 911 call withheld for months
- a judge minimizing every harm
- legal costs that bury people
- a notice to vacate hours after police contact
- a narrative flipped against me in court
- a ruling detached from the evidence
- a system of silence around tenant rights
Each event on its own could be dismissed as:
- bad luck
- human error
- misunderstanding
- a policy quirk
- a “small town thing”
That’s how the system wants you to see it.
Fragmented.
2. But When You Connect the Threads, a Different Picture Emerges
Here is what happens when the fragments are woven together:
• The police framed the story before hearing mine.
• The report was refused, then sanitized, then hidden.
• Evidence was withheld until court-ordered.
• LPP used the 911 call against me even as they hid their own wrongdoing.
• The judge’s ruling aligned with local power structures rather than the facts.
• Every institution protected each other — not the victim.
This isn’t coincidence.
This is a pattern of institutional preservation.
Each entity in Laramie performed its part:
- Police protected the landlord.
- The landlord protected the company.
- The company shaped testimony.
- The court minimized the harm.
- The system protected itself.
Separate threads.
Same pattern.
3. Gaslighting at Scale
Gaslighting is most effective when delivered through multiple institutions, not just one person.
In my case:
- The landlord said it was normal.
- The police said it was civil.
- The report said nothing happened.
- The evidence center hid my call.
- The judge said none of the facts mattered.
- The legal process drained resources until speaking up becomes impossible.
When all those voices tell you the same thing — that your experience wasn’t real, wasn’t serious, wasn’t worth protection — you begin to question yourself.
That’s not accident.
That’s the Pattern.
4. The Pattern Exists to Wear You Down
Small-town systems rely on:
- exhaustion
- shame
- confusion
- hopelessness
- financial strain
- emotional collapse
The goal is not to prove they were right.
It’s to make you too tired to continue.
The Pattern works because it’s designed to discourage people from seeking justice, especially when:
- they’re renters
- they’re LGBTQ+
- they’re outsiders
- they’re from marginalized groups
- they challenge authority
The Pattern is not neutral.
It protects power — always.
5. But the Pattern Becomes Clear Only When You Zoom Out
As I built this website — page by page, document by document — something happened.
Every page was another thread:
Incident Timeline
Police & Evidence
Lease Reality
Retaliation
Legal Costs
Judicial Summary
Public Records Issues
Tenant Rights
Reform Needed
One thread alone didn’t tell the story.
But woven together?
They revealed the Pattern.
And for the first time since March 21st, 2024, I felt something unexpected:
Clarity.
Validation.
And less alone.
Because I can finally see what they never wanted me to see.
6. Why the Pattern Matters for Wyoming
This isn’t just about my story.
The Pattern exposes:
- how little protection tenants have
- how easily rights are ignored
- how police minimize harm
- how evidence can be suppressed
- how courts can favor the powerful
- how LGBTQ+ residents can be dismissed
- how financial pressure prevents justice
- how public information is blocked
- how retaliation thrives in silence
The Pattern reveals the infrastructure of silence in Wyoming’s housing and legal systems.
And once you see the Pattern, you can’t unsee it.
7. This Page Is a Declaration: I See You Now
The Pattern existed long before me.
But now it is visible.
Documented.
Connected.
Exposed.
This website is not about revenge.
It is about taking back the narrative they tried to bury by scattering the pieces.
By weaving them together, the Pattern reveals the truth:
What happened to me was not random.
It was systemic.
And it was preventable.
By naming it, I break its power.
By sharing it, I prevent it from happening in silence to someone else.
By documenting it, I ensure it can no longer hide in the dark spaces of small-town institutions.
This is The Pattern.
And now the world can see it too.